I Cant Get Through The Night Alone

Prequel of "Sense of Loyalty" story published in Mesuochi BL anthology.

Igarashi Ryou has good looks and the perfect job at a bank. He even has a fuck buddy, Takakura Asahi, a charming and stylish older man. They’re madly in love—or so Ryou believes—so he decides to take the next step: he proposes! “I’m not looking for that kind of relationship.” He gets totally rejected, shattering his pride and heart! Ryou throws himself into his work, hoping to forget all about his broken heart. One day, Asahi shows up at the bank asking for a loan—unshaven, dishevelled and shabbily dressed, he looks completely different from before. Things get awkward as their relationship teeters between the personal and professional. Even the section chief, Iwasaki, gets involved! A drama-filled love story between clumsy and timid men!

Collection of Stories: 1. お前は俺の嫁っ!! by Uzui 2. The Pressure of an Evil Spirit, Sweetly Dripping / Amaku Shitataru, Majin no Shitone (甘く滴る、魔神の褥) by HASUMI Hana There is a village where heterogeneous people are sacrifices for the gods. The boy was sheltered by his parents but the villagers found out and brought him to the shrine. Will he be eaten or...? 3. 恩寵の契り by Sasagawa Kanoko 4. 熱焚べる男たち by AKAHOSHI Jake 5. The Heart of a Pure Child (よい子の心臓) by yoha 6. Supporting Role / Wakiyaku (脇役) by YOSHIDA Yuuko 7. 触れるのは、最期 by MATSUMOTO Yoh 8. 鬼が来たりて恋が舞う by JAGUAR Imoko 9. 南風が男たちを熱く兄弟にして契らせる by Chishanomi 10. ガダオと俺の約束事 by Ikuyasu 11. 恋のバカンスと夏男 by MADARA Mada

Yukihira has been in love with his teacher, Abe Hiroshi, for a long time and wants to confess before graduation, but doesn't know how to go about it. Confused, he ends up stalking Abe and discovers his biggest secret.

1: 「兄弟ごっこの恋模様」 – Miyako Mimeko 2: "Good Things Bad Things" 「イイことわるいこと」 – Michinoku Atami An exam student refuses to be teached by his neighbour sensei. The reason for that isn't what you would expect. 3: 「ロックアップモーテルで待ってる」 – Soutome Emu 4: "Nichoume no Nagai Yoru" 「二丁目の長い夜」 – Kashio A fated encounter in a club between an Oji-san and one very beautiful boy. Will Oji-san figure out who the boy is? 5: 「ぼくといやらしい先生」 – Romu 6: 「パパは先生に知ってほしい。」 – Matsumoto Yoh 7: 「ノラ猫の甘い憂鬱」 – Haji 8: 「君は知らない」 – Mitsuko 9: 「演じてラヴァー」 – Pii

V.2 Uke Contents: - Come Over』by Niyama: A continuation of a blossoming romance between middle-aged Koga-san and his much younger lover Rei. (Sequel to Coming! from the 1st volume) - Nayamashii Otoko by YOSHIMOTO Senco - 『抱きしめないで、側にいて』by KUMOI Natsume - 『ブリュッセルの恋人』by Uzui - 『ヤンキーくんとマシュマロパパ』by KIJIMA Hyougo - 『ないしょの準備室』by HARUYAMA Moto - 『その道の名前は茨』by yoshi - 『可愛くてしょうがないくせに』by NERIMA zim - 『茨の道』by AGA Naomi 《novel》

Dandy is a 42-year-old prostitute who enjoys playing the role of the ideal man for his customers. His life takes a turn when a coworker from his past workplace shows up and demands to talk to him.

1950s Japan. Ex-soldier, Seishirou, is working as a waiter in a cabaret near an American military base, passing his days in a stagnant cycle. One day, he is approached by Jim, an American soldier who speaks fluent Japanese. Seishirou is moved by Jim's soft smile, and Jim soon confesses his interest in him. Seishirou sees this as a chance to change his life. "Shall we try doing this whole 'couple' thing together?" A tall, puppy-like American soldier x a traumatized Japanese ex-soldier. Storyteller Yoh Matsumoto's BL about redemption set in post-war Japan begins!

One night, Hiyama, a police officer working in a small neighborhood police station, provides counselling for a college student, Okazaki, who had attempted to flash his body at people. Hiyama, unable to leave the naive Okazaki alone, who only resorted to what he did as he was unable to properly vent out his peculiar fetish, called out to Okazaki asking, "If you're fine with me, shall I keep you company?" And from then on, the days of their secret meetings kept from everyone in a unrecognized hotel began…?!

V.1 Ureoji BL Contents: 01. Coming! by Niyama An attractive middle-aged gentleman decides to come out of the closet and make his first friend. But when he meets Rei whom he found through a dating app things don't go as planned. (Prequel to Come Over in 2nd volume.) 02. "Love" bolt from the blue (晴天の恋愛ヘキレキ) by HARUYAMA Moto 03. 夢の泡 by MATSUMOTO Yoh 04. Continuation of a Secret (秘密の続き) by ROTTA Ikumi 05. Ore no Kareshi ha "Ikeoji" Sensei (俺の彼氏はイケおじ先生) by FUJIMINE Shiki 06. Sono koi ha Cake yori Amakute (その恋はケーキより甘くて) by ORIGAMI Chiyoko 07. How to Catch a Star (ハウトウキャッチアスター) by m:m A man runs into his star over three decades later. 08. ふたりと黒い猫 by Rocky 09. Hodasareru Otoko (ほだされる男) by YOSHIMOTO Senco 10. The Last Limousine. (ラスト・リムジン) by RIIRUU 11. 君に綴るロマンス by NERIMA zim